I want 2 believe

i believe in myself.. i always do.. i always believe in so many things.. i believe in love.. i believe in friendship.. i believe in karma.. i believe in trusting each other.. i believe in human are weak.. i believe in god sometimes.. i believe in fate.. i believe in i can reach my goal soon.. i believe in patient.. i believe in all the things that i believe..

But... honestly in this world.. how many people believe in you? how many people will trust u? human are weak.. in fact, they are pity.. coz they all lack of confident to believe in each other.. not agreed? ask urself did you ever suspect a person once in ur life time? i you dare to say u didnt then i would say im wrong.. but do u? hahhaa... human are hardly to trust each other just becoz they are afraid to being hurt.. its according to father of psychology sigmund freud's theory and reseached..

is that hard to believe in each other.. if we dun give a chance to believe in each other how can we aspect other will believe in ourself..? some giant great people did mention this sentence.. " if we want someone to love ourself, then we should have love them first." in chinese great philosophy got this words "you will choose people, people will choose you." well~ fair enough!

so.. do you still will believe in something? anyway, if you have watched X-Files then you should know. sometimes isnt that we dun want to.. just like the Main Actress said "i want 2 believe."

得閑飲茶

*請用廣東話來讀，多謝。

講真，本人認爲中華民族係一群很聰明嘅民族。唔係一般嘅聰明，而係非一般嘅聰明。有何根據呢？從“得空飲茶”呢四個字就可以找到佢嘅精髓。呢句話嘅犀利之處在於.. 講了等於冇講，但又冇證據證明你有講過。需要時可以用，唔需要時又可以用。求救時可以用，避難時又很好用。
例子 ::

行街遇到朋友時，你好想同佢傾多幾句但你又有事要忙。爲了唔想俾佢覺得你係避開佢嘅，呢個時候你可以用.. “喂，我有事要忙，得閑飲茶啦。” 然後你忙完之後才搵返你嘅朋友飲茶。 如果你遇到一個你好唔想見到嘅人，甚似乎係永遠都唔想見到嘅人。但你又唔想講到甘白，你又可以用.. “喂，我有事要忙，得閑飲茶啦。” 之後你每一次遇到呢個你唔想見到嘅人你都講呢句話，基本上你以後都可以避開佢，甚至可以避到你死爲止。

想追女仔時，想把握更加多嘅機會，又可以用..
“很高興認識你，得空飲茶啦。”
當你同佢出來飲茶時發覺原來佢唔係你杯茶，但又唔想俾佢覺得你唔霖佢，又可以用..
“我公司有啲事我要走先，得閑飲茶啦。”
失業期間想搵朋友仔介紹工作時，又可以用..
“Hello Brother, 近來好嗎？幾時得閑飲茶啊？”
然後發覺佢係做某某L?直銷公司。在十萬火急緊急關頭時又可以用..
“喂老兄，我女朋友要自殺，我要即刻去救佢。你槃生意真係有得撈架，得閑飲茶啦！”

好啦，得閑飲茶呢個文章又要搞一段落啦。
若然你認爲中華民族係好聰明嘅，甘就有得傾啦。
我哋，得閑飲茶啦。

請讓我講聲

“你走了，我怎麽辦..”

呢句話我曾經聼過兩個人講過
深夜，比較容易令人感到落寞
皆因，腦袋清晰唸嘅野會比較多

當時嘅畫像不停地在腦海中浮現
心裏感到好沉重..好沉重..好沉重
百感交集，令我感到呼吸困難
雖然心裏有無數嘅説話要講妳知
但，講到出口嘅..得幾句

就算我可以講到長篇大論
過去咗嘅事始終都係過去
我相信妳同我要尋找嘅答案
會在不久嘅將來出現
但在這一刻，請讓我講聲..

對唔住..

原来，豆沙包里面乜野都冇… 只有豆沙

“原來，豆沙包裏面乜野都冇..只有豆沙”。

一般的人讀了或聼了之後都會覺得無聊和搞笑，但究竟有多少人會看到豆沙包背後的意思呢..

當人面對一段剛要開始或要終結的一段感情時，人往往都會處於自欺欺人的立場。明明對方是一個普通人但都會覺得他是非一般的人，當對方只是輕輕對你一笑你都會覺得他對你有意思。明明對方是一個負心人但都會想到對方是有苦聰的，當對方提出分手時你還會傻到跟他說你願意為他改變甚至付出所有都在所不惜。

唉.. 問世閒情爲何物。其實如果對方是真的愛你，無論幾經辛苦相隔千山萬里，對方都是愛你的。相反，如果對方已不愛你，即使你跪在他面前，他都是不愛你的。如果你又哭又流淚，他反而會覺得你好煩。

感情是不可以勉強的。你越捉得緊就得到越少，輕鬆自然的去捉反而得到更多。愛情就好像流沙這樣，陶喆的歌都有唱啦。 “捉得越緊 越捉不住 早就破裂的感情”。

其實，愛很簡單.. 並非像想象中般複雜。記得以前分手的時候，她說她要走.. 我會想可能是因爲這個錯了那個錯了，也可能是因爲她什麽什麽或者或者maybe maybe perhaps perhaps 的.. 怎麽樣的藉口都會想出來。但現在想回頭，原來當時她要離開，是因爲她真的要離開.. 是沒什麽藉口的。

人就是這樣，自欺欺人。喜歡在不可能的裏面找有可能的東西。鑽牛角尖，死雞撐飯蓋。就像在豆沙包裏面拼命的找，相信裏面有自己想要的東西。當最後找到精疲力盡時才發現..“原來，豆沙包裏面乜野都冇..只有豆沙”。顧名思義，豆沙包裏面當然只是只有豆沙啦，難道會有叉燒嗎？相同，一個變了心的人，心裏面想的除了他，難道會是你嗎..?

Funny Conversation on MSN

Just too bored tonite.. chat with 2 most handsome guys in KL & PJ.. share this and keep it as memory la.. laughed me to dead.. here you go..


fung楓 | says: pst
fung楓 | says: pst where?
ken says: pst home
fung楓 | says: bored pst..
ken says: use to it liao plst, today got ball do?
fung楓 | says: got, portsmouth vs man utd
ken says: bored oso no need to lie 1
fung楓 | says: 26/8 03:00 [20] Portsmouth vs Manchester Utd [16] 2.025 1/2 : 0 1.875 4.70 3.34 1.79
fung楓 | says: lie u for wat... 3am later
ken says: i thought u said tomolo?
fung楓 | says: live in espn, later 3am la. tuesday la
ken says: i dun hav astro jibet
fung楓 | says: u r so pity
ken says: i know
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: sigh sigh..
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: very very boring..
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: pst boring..
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: psttttt..
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: pst...
ken says: go out yumcha la. bukit tinggi
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: im at old town pelangi now..
ken says: huh?! alone again?
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: with friends..
ken says: with friend sitl boring?u misunderstood the meaning of boring
ken says: cum take a look at me then u know
ken says: the mother of all bored
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: lol
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: im the father of all bored
ken says: mother gave birth,so borer
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: but im the leader of bored..
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: im the inspiration of all bored
ken says: u think u speak a bit london with me i will think u borer than me?
ken says: i owm the EMPIRE of boredom!
ken says: own
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: hahahahaha
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: laugh me to dead..
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: ook ok
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: u won!!!
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: pst
ken says: pst
ken says: thank you
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: here we go

gary has been added to the conversation.

ken says: wat
gary says: ok loh
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: ok
gary says: 3 sohai
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: here join another bored king
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: he is king of bored from south
ken says: i din feel i am tht bored just now,now tht 3 bores together i can feel it
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: gary bored
ken says: bore+bore+bore=sui ko
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: .........
ken says: egg tart
gary says: no im watching tv at home
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: watching movie becoz of bored
gary says: taste gd
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: no need to cover
ken says: bore+bore+tv=still bore
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: fui yoo
gary says: not bored.. is no more$
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: i can see the tv is very bored
ken says: ah chuen is right
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: make sense
ken says: 3 of us will be karaokeing if got moeny
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: can u use a proper london?
ken says: my yang,why do u wan to add more boressss to us?
gary says: i cant make it.. wif u guy
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: im afraid i will be inspired
ken says: come interbiew in my empire tomolo,u have potential
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: becoz u said you are empire of bored ma
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: im already qualified.. im a CEO of Bored
gary says: how bout me
ken says: you are our grandfather,my woon
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: hahahhaa
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: 爺爺
gary says: im only little staff
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: 寂寞的爺爺
ken says: wat movie u watching
gary says: tv3
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: hahhhaha
ken says: wat the fuck,can u pls dun tell people u watching tv3
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: grandpa loves tv3. its make senses
gary says: a nice movie
ken says: i am watching tv1.al-quran
gary says: tiu ni
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: you will be shock if grandpa watch MTV
ken says: later sig negaraku i will be busy,so u all talk
gary says: cum KL yam cha \la. sohai
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: KL is too bored for us
ken says: good idea,my yang,where is the needle of your petrol pointing?
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: almost there..
gary says: here got a nice nasi lemak.. i pay d bill
ken says: attractive
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: you didnt count the bill completely..
gary says: i will
ken says: i am afraid if 3 of us meet up we will be having nasi lemak at muk gua dao
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: got.. petrol + tayar + engine oil + energy + risk of saman and so much more.. nothing its impossble
gary says: Choon hv a saving car
ken says: mr yang,can u pls dun sing yuet kuk in the middle of the night
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: im afraid tayar will come out lat
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: i'll try.. i didnt know far from ur house also can hear it..
ken says: why u watch movie then online?
gary says: computer near by tv.. sohai
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: so ur brain is DUO CORE?
ken says: like very modern like tht izit
gary says: i got a pair eyes
ken says: act busy ah.. take out the fucking contac tlense & see how
gary says: hahahahahaaha
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: hahaha
gary says: oledi
ken says: which side watching tv?
gary says: take out
gary says: right
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: then all the gals must be very pretty see from u
ken says: i heard people said left eye watch tv better
gary says: yup.. Chritine o Eva oso
ken says: u have good taste
gary says: hahahah
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: very good
gary says: Fung teach me
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: take out ur contact lense u will know..
ken says: conclusion:mr yang cum fetch me then go kl ymcha,i am brilliant
gary says: agree
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: sorry.. just now DC
ken says: majority,so objection
gary says: waitting for u
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: what were you guys talkin gjust now???
ken says: where got,still see u online
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: its a vision.. 幻覺
ken says: i copy 10 times 4u u want or not?
ken says: i copy
ken says: copy
ken says: copy
ken says: kopi
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: on da line now
ken says: kopi
ken says: kopi
ken says: bing
gary says: i like Milo
ken says: where is your needle pointing?
ken says: mryang?
gary says: KL.. Cheras
ken says: shut up woon.. the fucker act not listening u see
gary says: aiya u guys yam at Damansara loh
ken says: then we talk,wa mryang is really handsome
ken says: damansara kopi not nice
gary says: then how come always call me cum
ken says: leng jei fung!
ken says: i din call you
ken says: the fucker suggest then go lo
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: on da line just now..
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: yes
gary says: wow,marlboro light is gd..
ken says: the weather oso nice right?
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: yes
ken says: u can smoke in the house???
gary says: y not
ken says: gangster
ken says: if we can add until 10 people to chat will be nice
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: yea.. add la
gary says: gd idea
ken says: wat color shud i use
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: up to u
gary says: yellow
ken says: i think i write hakka better
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: use bak lei wu sik
gary says: how ah
ken says: nia ma jibet
ken says: yi ng sit meh
ken says: chun dao hai gan yong
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: pst pst
gary says: my typing watch in hakka 1
gary says: sohai
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: i feel like have been a different world now..
ken says: we know,coz we dun understand wat u talk
gary says: how=gd
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: can u pls change ur color
ken says: good nei lanjao
gary says: me?
ken says: me
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: i dun really feels comfortable when men use pink color
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: disgusting
ken says: pink=soft=handsome
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: pink = gay lou
gary says: how bout this
ken says: u are far to understand tht
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: this is better
ken says: ok sorry,i feel it now,i change
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: feels like at the beach
gary says: pink is 'cheong tong leong'
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: cheong tong leong = ken
ken says: i think i wan go "pelangi" already if we continue changing color
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: tats good idea
gary says: hahahah
gary says: nabei
ken says: mr woon,my eyes will be spoilt if u dun change now
gary says: ok
gary says: how
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: ok ok.. now much much better
ken writes:
gary says: green is gd healty
ken writes:
gary says: for u eyes
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: green is healthy in fact
ken says: i use green then u folo jibet
gary says: ok,i change
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: u 2 are my son..
gary says: y
ken says: can u change to some normal-rer color ah
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: cause 青出於藍
ken says: good theory
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: thank u
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: call me dad
ken writes:
gary says: mahai
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: pst pst
ken says: my writing is nice right?
gary says: pst x 100
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: ok.. no comment
ken says: wish to print it out & frame it
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: if i were u i will post it on blog
ken says: pst x 100 is too serious,not very important cannot use next time
gary says: i wanna watch tv,can?
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: take out ur contact lenses first
ken says: who is stopping your right eye to watch.. watch la
gary says: i said oledi take out.. jibei
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: then u can swith off the tv..
ken says: u break the right lense of your spectacle,then we chat
gary says: but i like tis movie
ken says: wat movie
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: if u r not watching movie.. watch tv no need to on electricity
gary says: ok.. im wrong
gary says: ok???
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: its ok.. i forgive u
ken says: how to watch with no tv mr yang
ken says: wat movie??!!
gary says: lee sing jie
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: movie is play by tv in fact
ken says: i thougth she is a movie star,not movie?
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: ya.. i agreed
ken says: i agree 2nd time
gary says: ok
ken says: i agree 3rd time
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: good example
gary says: but i dunno how to say
ken writes:
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: u type english is better mr. hakka leng zei
ken says: ping yin cannot meh
gary says: agree x 99
ken says: i owaz think my writing is better than my london
ken says: quite serious oso 99
ken says: yellow card
gary says: i dun think so
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: 都唔係甘架
ken says: u think both is good oso?
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: objection x 999
ken writes:
gary says: aiya,2 sui ko
ken says: tht serious meh
ken says: mr yang u wan yumcha or not?
gary says: yalo
ken says: ah chuen owaz cum look for us
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: im yuming cha now la
gary says: gd yuming
ken says: u wan yum cha again or not
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: wat time?
gary says: now
ken writes:
gary says: kaha
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: u come fetch me la
gary says: ginha
gary says: wat time now
ken says: my petrol needle is pointing the light(petrol light)
gary says: i need to rest
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: my petrol needle cant move anymore
ken says: rest nei lou mou
gary says: ok,
ken says: coz u din start the car,u go try & see
gary says: cum la
gary says: jibet
ken says: i am ok
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: i think ur needle probably is spoilt
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: u try to start first
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: if u can drive ur car to pelangi means its fine lo
ken says: the needle is the only thing tht is still functioning in my car,trust me
gary says: then u guy cum my place n drive my car lo
ken says: hahahahaha
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: hahahaha
ken says: fantastic idea
ken says: who go
gary says: coz my car is full
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: brightest idea i have ever heard in my life
ken says: then must as well u cum look for us?
ken says: full of shit izit
gary says: ur 1
ken says: mr yang 1 word till end,got heart to yum or not
ken says: dun waste y time
ken says: gei bak man siong lok
ken says: while waiting,ah chuen,can u change you never never thing or not
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: .......
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: pst pst
ken says: fuck you
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: you should talk to bi bi.. or christine.. i think its better
gary says: fxxk x 99
gary says: i wan eva
ken says: dun worry,i will save this message & show her next time we go after 5
ken says: i am such a good friend
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: good idea
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: i save one for back up
gary says: nvm
gary says: i like it,bro
ken says: siu sam sei dek man nin suen,good idea
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: how bout michelle?
ken says: fucked=rubbsih=recycle=your turn
gary says: pls show to all gal
gary says: kamsia
ken says: they will jealous
gary says: i like it oso
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: later will go out of control
gary says: like ur case
ken says: i am in different league
ken says: cannot compare
ken says: me division 1
gary says: not u lah,jibet
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: im premium
ken says: platinum
gary says: im a rubbish,ok?
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: u finally wake up
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: congratulation
ken says: not until tht edge la,almost rubbish only
ken says: still got hope
ken says: i hav a question
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: rubbish also can sing song
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: lap sap
ken says: mr yang,why u wan to jeopardize our life when u yum cha?
gary says: hahah,ho ho xiu ar
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: wat da hell is jeopardize??
ken says: we know u are not laughing,dun act
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: can u pls cut out ur highest level of london
ken writes:
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: i cant reach there/..
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: next time use disturb
ken says: disturb difren meaning
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: ok..
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: i need more time to chat with u on msn..
ken says: DO YOU WAN TO YUM CHA IN KL OR NOT???
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: yes i wan
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: im still waiting u ma
gary says: tiu,i go n sleep liao
ken says: me too
ken says: =end=
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: 使受危險[危害]，危及。 jeopardize one's life 冒生命危險。
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: no need to be so serious gua..
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: hahahahhaa
ken says: jeopardize means interrupt in the middle of smthing in a bad way jibai
gary says: Ken,he is 'lung zi'
ken says: wats lung zi
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: hahhahaha
gary says: loong zhi
gary says: jibet
ken says: i cant see the difren
ken says: can u write
gary says: hahahahaha
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: loong zhi = loser?
ken says: heard u write like pro
gary says: no
ken says: even more dun understand
gary says: ok
gary says: i off
ken says: tak boleh dengar?
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: its 12am dy
fung楓 | very very very boring... says: still wanna go KL meh..
ken says: happy u still know the time
ken says: =real end=

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In The Memory of Dunhill D360

Long long time ago, when i started 2 smoke was when im 13 years old. That time usually will gathered with a grounp of friends at some where lesser people to play and smoke. (can u imagine...) At that time, 1 pack of Dunhill King size was selling only rm 2.50 compare with now is rm 8.20. Dealing with we were still a small kids so couldnt effort to buy expensive cigarattes as Dunhill, Marlboro, Salem, Benson, Peter & etc.. So we bought More, Perralis 黑金 (dunno how to spell..).

*14 years old
Because i was still small, so its hardly for me to choose which brand of cigaratte is good and i like. years and years later, i found Peter Styvesand. I found Peter Styvesant its because most of my friends and my seniors of smoker also smoke it. At that time (Peter Styvesant's advertising Slogan was Break Away) so probably of this everyone will feels very coolzz and have freedom.

*15 years old
But very very soon in my age of 15, this Peter Styvesant will be replace by Cow Boy, Which is Marlboro.. I found this Cigaratte is very coolzzz, because its everything design for character, coolzzz, and when u smoke it you'll feel you are men!!! (wat da hell!!!). and another reason was inspired by a girl. which was my first love. she smoke marlboro mentol and she was only 14 years old. (Jesus Christ!!!)

*26 years old
This is the year i met Dunhill D360. I loves Dunhill, i loves the taste, i loves the flavors, i loves the packaging, i loves the images of it, in fact i loves everything of it. I've gived up Marlboro which has been company me for more than 10 years, which has been company me walk through so many wind wind rain rain. I felt so sorry to Marlboro, but i have no choice.. because i think Dunhill D360 is the one i want and i loves.. So i've made this most cruely decision finally..

*27 years old
Now its Karma time, because Dunhill D360 will stop selling in this market anymore.. why this thing will happen to me..? i feels sad, miserable and depressed.. its like you falled in love with someone deeply, madly and truely then he or she suddenly went away from you.. how can u survive after this..? how can u spend your day after this..? who else in this world can replace ur love one..? nope!!! no one can..

Now i learn to keep walking.. i will get through this.. and i will remember Dunhill D360..

In the memory of Dunhill D360
Born in this market in 200? (dunno when was it???)
Stop selling in the market in 2008

Old Memories

Many years ago, i wanted to take a picture of these roads and views. but i didnt.. Dun under estimated these roads and scenery. Nevertheless, it has been company me for so many many years.. when i started peeing at beside the road till i feels shy to have to peeing in the toilet.. and many many other people who has passed these roads as well. i believe everyone of us also has their own uniquely memories which stored in some other places, scenes or scenarios.. for those who has forgotten, pls try to recall it.. its a pressure in ur life.

Old Photos

Organizing my old photos, accidentally found these old pictures while looking for my Sifu's photos.. kinda miss that moment. These are the photos taken by a photographer while we were performing.. hahaha.. Althought its not what big big star, but yet its still a performance.. I remember everyone of us did try their best and did try all their efforts!!! So Laborious but yet Memorable..

The Video below was taken down while i was having my breakfast at home. Accidently fount it on Jiayu Channel (家娛頻道) Astro 304 channel. Its a performing show with Shirley (my partner) in Guang Zhou last year (2007). Final result? of coz failed miles away la.. *Honestly.. i felt very very weird while i looked at myself on TV Show.. damn...

Old Chap Tou

these old chap tou (power fuse? power switch? power plug? power ranger? goddamnit!!! dunno how it call) its just like time machine for me. everytime i saw it also can bring me back to when i was small. and also tragedy.. cause i got electrocuted..and most ridiculous thing is i will also tried to be electrocuted again.. all because of curiosity.. (god damn it..) anyway, i might use this old design for my new house in the future.. cause its part of my life.

anyone know how its call, pls leave me an answer.. thanks

note*** for those who under age, pls dun try it at home. its very DANGEROUS!!!

Watch Movie :: 看電影

在一個戯院裏面看電影
一部電影有一個小時半
有些人看到愛情..
有些人看到義氣..
有些人看到友誼..
有些人看到人生..
有些人看到自己的女朋友和別的男人一起看戯..

In a cinema watch a movie
Duration of a movie is 1 & a half hour
Some people saw Love in a movie..
Some people saw Brotherhood..
Some people saw Friendship..
Some people saw Meaning of Life..
Some people saw their girlfriend watching movie with another guy..


Origin by 朱德庸先生

New Sandal

Simply loves the design and the color. without any consideration i've bought it from FOS.. Since long long time ago i already specifically loves Red, Blue and White these 3 combination of colors.

Love these beautiful color strips. simply combined can create some amazing impact and awesome feelings. and its cheap only selling 25 bucks!!! hahaha.. if you buy it with HSBC credit card you can even get 20% discount which is 20bucks!!!

Pretend :: 假裝

她叫我假裝成她心儀的紳士..
她叫我假裝成她喜歡的猛男..
她叫我假裝成她愛慕的富豪..
她叫我假裝成她幻想的醫生..
她叫我假裝成她興奮得狂人..
她叫我假裝成她聽話的侍者..
她叫我假裝成她希望的學生..
我愛她..
我願意做任何她要我做的事..
直到有一天..

她叫我假裝成不認識她的陌生人..


She ask me 2 pretend 2 be a Gentlemen that she admire..
She ask me 2 pretend 2 be a Cool Man that she likes..
She ask me 2 pretend 2 be a Rich Man that she loves..
She ask me 2 pretend 2 be a Doctor that she imagine..
She ask me 2 pretend 2 be a Mad Man that drive her high..
She ask me 2 pretend 2 be a Servant that royal 2 her..
She ask me 2 pretend 2 be a Student that she hopes..
I love her..
I willing 2 do anything she wants me 2 do..
Until one day..

She ask me 2 pretend 2 be a Stranger 2 her..



Origin by 朱德庸先生

Passionate Love

Mr. Wong Loves Ms. Wong so much. In fact, they are both in love. So Deep and Passionate that almost more historical than Romeo & Juliet. They were both in love so much even totally ignore what other people think about them. One day, Mr. Huang was passing by and accidentally saw something.. Probably Mr. Huang loves to share things with friend so he decided to call his friend to came along..



So.. finally Mr. Huang's friend Mr. Wang came.. I think Mr. Huang & Mr. Wang were jealous about them.. Both of them just kept interrupting the couple. No matter how far the couple ran away they will also interrupted.. finally.. i found this out..



What the fuck!!! Too passion until can make love under the hot sun in the middle of the street!!!
Honestly, i've been wondering how come they can bend their Dick until 180 degree to the back while its been fully transformed to the hardest level... Weren't they feel pain!!??

respect.. respect.. respect..

Life 人生 :: But 但

Anya 很溫柔，但就是醜了點..
Belinda 很能幹，但就是脾氣坏了點..
Candy 很漂亮，但就是心地坏了點..
Diana 很可愛，但就是私生活亂了點..
Evelyn 很乖巧，但就是奢侈了點..
有一天我終于找到擁有以上優點卻沒有以上缺點的女人..
她溫柔，能幹，漂亮，可愛，乖巧..

但就是慢了點... “媽~”（孩子叫聲）(*好的女人都嫁了)。

Anya is gentle, but ugly..
Belinda is hardworking, but bad tempered..
Candy is beautiful, but insidious..
Diana is cute, but flirt..
Evelyn is well-behaved, but too wasteful..
One day i finally found someone have all the advantages and without any weaknesses as above..
She is gentle, hardworking, beautiful, cute and well-behaved..

But its too late... "Mum~". (son calling) (*good girls r mostly married).



By 朱德庸先生

師傅.. 請安息..

歌手們，很不幸我們的恩師心臟病去世了。今晚七點在廣東義山超渡。請大家出錢出力，盡最後一點師徒緣分孝心。

19th August 2008淩晨6點收到這個信息還在半醒半睡中。所以很快就睡會去。7點多朋友打給我哭著說師傅過身了，才知道這是真的。天啊，不會吧!! 7早8早不會跟我開這樣的玩笑吧??? 我想，因該沒什麽人會在早上拿師傅來開玩笑吧.. 記得師傅生前很喜歡喝Kopi O Gao, 就買了兩包孝敬他老人家.. 傍晚和其他歌手集合起來後就一同去廣東殯儀館上香給師傅。 現場幾乎所有人都穿黑衣感覺很沉重 很沉重.. 哭的有哭的.. 悲哀的有悲哀的.. 沉默的有沉默的.. 百感交叉.. 心情相當複雜.. 悲..悲..悲..

師傅的死，因該是付出太多在維持我們的廣東歌文化.. 60多嵗的一個老人家編曲到三剛半夜,坐不安又睡不好再加上壓力等等之類.. 日復一日 月復一月，試問有多少個人可以挨下去.. 牛都需要休息吧..何況是老人家.. 今後，不曉得這個文化會不會再繼續下去.. 如果有，我們一定會盡我的力量和責任..

21 August 2008, 今天是師傅出殯的一天.. 師傅，你可以好好的安息了。你也可以去會你的老婆了。希望今後你的兒女們可以好好努力的活得更好。也希望他們又光輝的將來..

人有悲歡離合 月有陰晴圓缺
此事古難全 但願人長久 千里共嬋娟


師傅.. 請安息..
胡建球先生 享年六十有六

Back Words :: 後記

I love beach
I love sun
I love my choice
I love my step
I love my failure
I love my mistake
I love my family
I love my friends
I love her
I love wave sound
I love my skin blows by the wind
I love wind running through in between of my fingers
I love close my eyes while wind whispering on my face
and..

I love my life

East Coast Trip | 東海岸之旅

Finally decided to visit East Coast for few days, the very last time i came here its already few years back. And its only passed by coz destination is perhentian Island. Now i will stayed here for few days, and all i've got its... relax.. relax.. relax..
Pictures above are taken in Pasar Payang in Kuala Terengganu, inside those ppl are my little sister (white cloth at bottom right) and her friends.
These kids are cute & lovely..
The stuff here are friendly & warm.. and snacks are cheap..
Lots of lots of choices of foods and snacks you can find here, especially the keropok here is sooooooooo fucking delicious!!! i can eat almost 2 packs by myself ( well~ basically i dun really eat snack one. so can you imagine!!!)
These 2 kids are funny, play chess also can play until like wanna fight. Fight for champion meh~
Air is fresh, sky is blue, weather is good and feels right..
China town in Kuala Terengganu, everytime i came here also eat wantan dry noodle one (干撈云吞面).
Lifestyle in here, well~ same.. relax.. relax.. relax..
Beach side behind UMT (University Malaysia Terengganu). Quite nice, especially the wind is strong. it just make you feels good.
***The Ice Kacang at the kiosk is not delicious one!!! hahaha
Evening time at the beach. i miss the sound of the waves.
On day way back to KL has stopped at half way yamcha. Hai Peng Coffee Shop, its a well known coffee shop at local area. They put lots of Old Collection in the shop. and yet the coffee is great as well as the toasted bread. The customer and ppl at here mostly are sailer. Coz near by has a Port. this is all i know.
Finally reached kuantan, feels closer to KL dy.. coz i can begining to see starbuck, parkson, megamall, mcd and building etc..
The end of my journey.. The return of me.. goodbye East Coast.

Happy Birthday 2 you Fei

Yes! What u seeing the man in the pic is Gary Woon
Yes! He might be the man for u looking for as ur man
Singing a song with full of his feelings from the bottom of his heart with full of passion but yet with sooooooo much drunk he was. anyway, he is one of my very very long friend which more than 20 years. 10th aug is my friend's birth day. Not Gary but ah Fei. also a friend of mine of very very long as long as gary as well as other ppl came to this birthday party as well as i think.
But sorry, i didnt take the picture of the birthday boy. haha.

Anyway, Happy birthday to you Fei!!!

Isn't She Lovely

Just found this pic is nice n lovely
Who are these Sexy Legs belong to?
em.. well~ personally i quite like it
simply a pair of legs can catch a thousands attention
by da way, are the legs got 42" long ah???

I think of one song to describe these 2 pics
"Isn't she lovely by Stevie Wonder"
Like this..

Isn't she lovely
Isn't she wonderful
Isn't she precious
Less than one minute old
I never thought through love we'd be
Making one as lovely as she
But isn't she lovely made from love

find out more about her click here :: CK

If U gimme a 1000 dollar ill B with U

Walking 2 Heaven cafe in this afternoon at The Curve
Accidentally, spotted this T Shirt
Quite Funny and Cute
Not agreed? Never mind~
Try 2 imagine u wearing this T Shirt on the street
And you are telling other people this message
it will be kinda embarrassing and yet humor

i like the sentence ::
IF YOU GIVE ME A THOUSAND DOLLAR I'LL BE WITH YOU

Well~ almost wanted to buy it but..
unfortunately its a lady's cutting
and this kiosk only selling lady's shirts
what the F@CK !!! kinda disappointed
所謂 千金難買心頭好
(London translate :: thousand gold difficult buy heart head good)
(Malay translate :: ribu emas susah beli hati kepala baik)
(Indian translate :: yaneh buleh nayi bulipa pala roti canai)
god damn it!!! i dunno how to translate in indian!!! Sorry~

Try drop yourself at The Curve 2 have a walk
Well~ U know~ maybe you'll find something funny
and you may gain something more than your imagination can go
so put your ass on somewhere in the curve tomorrow

Do yourself a little flavor

CK :: a name as beautiful as her

In Chinese we call 詩琪

What a beautiful name ever

My 2 brothers :: Gary (left) Sean (right)

She has an awesome pretty face like an angel

She has a lovely attitude can take away your suffer

She has an unique wonderful character

She has everything nears 2 be your perfect dear

But 2day, this pretty girl's tears has dried

Cause loving a wrong guy who made her cry

Drunk because HIS heart 2 HER is changed or even died

Left her nothing but only sorrow and dark night

Do yourself a little flavor

Drop yourself at after 5 and buy her a beer

Listen 2 her while she is telling you the story about her

Just like my 2 brothers enjoying the night 2gether with her